I was sitting here trying to come up with something to blog about when I realized "Wow, I feel physically good and I'm not weepy or angry!" Who knew it was possible? I'm actually having a pretty good day. It feels so strange.
I never realized how boring my life can be when I am not grumpy or upset!
I called my dad last night. I don't talk to him that often since I have to talk to his fiancee (we will call her K) everytime I call (unless I time it just right so he is in the truck on his way home from work). Don't get me wrong, I don't really dislike her, I just don't have the energy to talk to her very much.
I wanted to let my dad know that K may think I was a bit abrupt with her in an email I sent recently. She send me an announcement for the birth of her daughter's (we will call her S) newest son. I didn't take the announcement well so my response was "congrats" and thats it. K takes things personally. So I wanted to prevent hurt feelings by telling my dad whats going on in our lives and letting him know that baby stuff is hard to take right now (especially babies that I know won't be well cared for).
He knew we were having trouble, but didn't know the extent. So I filled him in. He was speachless. He even sounded a bit choked up. Then of course he wanted me to tell K all about it. And whats the first thing out of her mouth? "Relax, it will happen when God wants it to happen." Cause God wanted your loser kid to spawn before me? That makes me feel so much better (insert sarcasm here!).
But at least I don't have to call them again for a couple of months!